[It’s meager comfort to know she’s not alone in the feeling, even if it’s a little like being caught in an echo chamber. Better than being lonely in the despair. She’s kinda used to that, but it’s not like it helps any.
Haru steps up to her and reaches out, and Suzuha has to force herself to relax her hand from its fist in order to accept that offered support. She squeezes the other girl’s hand gratefully.]
He deserved so much more than getting caught up in this, for it to end up like that and…
[And maybe Haru is right that’s it’s dreadfully unfair to her too, but she’s never really allowed herself to think to long about that sort of thing. It hurts to confront it, and she finds herself squeezing her eyes shut. She doesn’t want to cry again, but it’s starting to feel like an inevitability.]
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Haru steps up to her and reaches out, and Suzuha has to force herself to relax her hand from its fist in order to accept that offered support. She squeezes the other girl’s hand gratefully.]
He deserved so much more than getting caught up in this, for it to end up like that and…
[And maybe Haru is right that’s it’s dreadfully unfair to her too, but she’s never really allowed herself to think to long about that sort of thing. It hurts to confront it, and she finds herself squeezing her eyes shut. She doesn’t want to cry again, but it’s starting to feel like an inevitability.]