[ He doesn't know what she's looking at. Anything but him, he figures, which — yeah. Fair.
At least until she looks back at him. Doesn't leave. Asks him, and,
he folds his hands in his lap, turning them over one another. Nervous, and like doing that will help him in some way, even when it's nothing more than something to do. ]
... I don't think I want to be alone. But maybe I should be alone, if that makes sense. But I don't... want to be. [ Will being alone make him lose his humanity that much faster? But he's killed even more people now; is it safe for him to be around others? But—
He tries to meet Reiju's eyes but finds himself giving up, shoulders slumping as he stares at the floor instead. ] I don't think I even know what I want anymore.
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At least until she looks back at him. Doesn't leave. Asks him, and,
he folds his hands in his lap, turning them over one another. Nervous, and like doing that will help him in some way, even when it's nothing more than something to do. ]
... I don't think I want to be alone. But maybe I should be alone, if that makes sense. But I don't... want to be. [ Will being alone make him lose his humanity that much faster? But he's killed even more people now; is it safe for him to be around others? But—
He tries to meet Reiju's eyes but finds himself giving up, shoulders slumping as he stares at the floor instead. ] I don't think I even know what I want anymore.